Lil-Cheez

A lot of stuff has happened since I showed up the last time in this site. I don't have actually much to say. I've lost the habit of drawing, and lost some of the tools I used to employ. That made me a little upset years ago, but now I go along with it. I haven't evolved, but haven't devolved also so I think I got this. The only art I've been making these years, if you can call that art, are props for swordplay boffering, and taking pics of our trainings and wars, and I don't feel like posting these things on DeviantArt. Cheerz everyone! Lil-cheez

It's time to begin a new journey. Sadness is gone! We will win!

Good morning, sadness. There’s one color that defines with a lot of accuaracy my life at this point, and it’s gray. It used to have such beautiful colors… You know that crying acesses that I used to spend so much energy to repress? I can’t anymore. I just can’t. They just come and happen. I thought I was feeling better, that I was getting better! Getting over this sadness. But it’s bigger than me. I’m tired of feeling all this crap. I don’t even know if I want to be happy anymore… just not being sad would be okay. Everything happened so fast… my life was just losing a color